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So this happened

Saturday, October 22nd, 2016

“I think you look absolutely fantastic with your clothes hanging open like that”, she said and interrupted his digging for keys by licking his chest. “I can’t believe my luck. I get to bonk this whenever I want to.”

( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Chasing Cars

Saturday, October 15th, 2016

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes
They’re all I can see

I don’t know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never
Change for us at all

So many feels about my Aotearoa sequel. And the best bit? It’s really not what you’d expect.

Wat is this?

Monday, October 3rd, 2016

For the longest time ever I haven’t felt like writing. Like at all. I struggled to write a one-page introduction of myself and usually it takes me about three seconds to tell at considerable length how bloody good I am. And now it took me two hours to get it done. Ugh.

But the past couple of days… I started to read my old scribblings (not too old, mind you, not those embarrassingly raw snippets i’ve written when i was like fifteen, because like, no, keep them, but for fuck’s sake never read them, never ever) and I felt like I could actually write more. Like, write a sequel to Aotearoa (Karina & Tem 4eva!!! i’ve been thinking about them a lot in these few days) and/or maybe write something for either Road or for Other Side (Rainne & Daryl are my eternal otp!!1).

I don’t know what brought this on, but I have a sneaking suspicion.

Shrinks halved my dosage of anti-psychotics and it might be that it’s not enough to contain my mania after all even tho the original dosage was quite small to begin with. But I don’t care. I want to stop taking the bloody pills alltogether. I hate taking them and they make me so bloody drowsy in the mornings.

I feel alive for the first time in like… I don’t even know. Happy times.


Saturday, August 13th, 2016

I’m trying to write a one-shot, but I’m getting fuck all done.

I’ve been going at it for three days and I’ve gotten down a page. Of shitty, clumsy text that doesn’t flow. It’s not like I’m not used to writing sexy times, it’s just that it doesn’t seem to come together (probably no pun intented). I’m not even seeing it like I usually do when writing really anything. I see a scene like a film and then I just write it. Now it’s just like then he did this and then she did that. Where the fuck has my mojo gone?

I know I should just write it as badly as it comes out and edit later, but if I already know that by editing I would mean re-writing the whole shit, then what’s the point.

i don’t get the point

maybe tea will help

Spoiler alert: it won’t.

But I might still try.

Old characters, new tricks

Sunday, April 24th, 2016

Lately I’ve found myself thinking of Karina and Tem.

I thought I’d finished their story, but somehow there are a couple of plot bunnys hopping about somewhere just out of reach. I mean I’m not against bringing them back, no way, Karina is one of my favourite OFCs, so I would have zero problems writing more about her.

I have time to think about writing, because I’m starting to really get into running. I find when running, I’m completely on my own and I can ponder on my characters and stories in a very different way than sitting on my computer. Running is sort of automatic function I don’t have to think about doing (thank fuck i’ve been running before so i’ve got the technique sorted) and therefore my mind is freed to process stories 100%.

We’ll see what happens. The plot bunnys seem to be pretty and fat, so there might be a part 2 in the making.