Archive for March, 2013


Wednesday, March 20th, 2013

This is just fucking awesome. My application for health coverage for the looney pills got turned down, which means I’ve forked up 200€ for medication, WHICH ISN’T SUITABLE, AS THIS ONE WASN’T EITHER. I’ve got a shitton of medication in my Cupboard of Plenty which I haven’t taken and which I will not take, as AGAIN the pills turned out to be not right. They made me so tired I couldn’t function. No really, I was thisclose to falling asleep on the wheel on my way to work (this happened numerous times) and I’ve fucked up shit I’ve done before noon at work.

I told the shrink that I’m willing to try without medication for a change. I’m piss poor at the moment and I simply can’t afford to buy any more medication that might not work. Also the one the shrink was trying to sell me is such that I have to pop in for blood tests like every month at the beginning to check for tons of blood shit and kidneys and heart and what have you. No fucking thank you. Not now. Probably not ever.

I’m a mess with the drugs and without them. Fuck.

Sneak Peek, Pt. something-or-another

Sunday, March 10th, 2013

“-You were gone for six years. Six years, you hear! I was without you for six years and you blame me for leaving you? she yelled. -I was eleven and I had no one! No one but you! And you left!
-I had to leave! he jumped up from the couch and nervously ran his hands through his hair. -I just had to leave.
She looked at him with suspicion, noticing the change on his face. He looked hurt.
-Why? Why did you have to leave? You’ve never told me where you went, she pressed.
-I didn’t. And I don’t want to talk about it now either.
-Oh I see. We are here to discuss how I’m the baddie for trying to find my mother and brother whilst you get a free pass for six fucking years of absence!”

Oh she’s pissed at him. Yikes. D:


Thursday, March 7th, 2013

Your face tho


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Sunday, March 3rd, 2013

Sometimes when your friend is feeling really shitty and is about to cry but doesn’t cuz reasons and you are just

cuz there’s nothing you can do.