Archive for October, 2013

To publish or not to publish

Wednesday, October 30th, 2013

Look, I know that at some point I’m going to have to put some of my fiction up, just to let people say what they think of it. But this is a really, really big step for me. To be honest the thought of my scribblings being read by another human being is more terrifying than my first time singing publicly. Which was so terrifying I messed up the first song altogether because my voice was trembling and I was shaking like a shaky thing.

So what do you think. I would be putting up a piece of text that would basically be a smutty part of a super ambitious fiction project I’ve not even named yet. It wouldn’t be a part of the Crowfeather fic. There would be words like cock and clit and orgasm used. So it would be a piece of proper erotic fiction. Not a “down there” fiction (i’m looking at you e.l. james). Or then it could be a not-at-all-smutty part of the same fiction, I don’t know.


Monday, October 7th, 2013

My birthday (and Johnnie‘s also, but that’s another story. me loving Johnnie that is. and us being birthday twins and how he ended up being my gay boyfriend) is coming up in less than two weeks and I need to sort out what I want to offer the guests. Providing there’ll be any. But still. I know my mom and the in-laws will make an appearance at least. Hoping that my one friend too, and my squish. But not sure.

So anyway, I am thinking of making a giant Reese’s peanut butter cup and/or chocolate chip cookie brownies. Or then again I might opt to make a cheesecake, since cheesecake is the best, I know how to make it, it will be good no matter what and I haven’t had cheesecake in a good while. There is however the fact that I would like to try something new. Oh the problems in my life.

I also need to make something savoury. On which I have absolutely no idea what. And I cannot for the life of me concentrate on anything for longer than like 17 seconds. So it kinda sucks.

I think I will just bake a few trays of choc chip cookies and store them so I’ll at least have those to put on the table, if I can’t get anything else done.